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Friday, August 12, 2011

Lost

Has anyone ever felt completely lost at this age? I'm 24 going on 25 this November and I feel completely lost. Some days I cant't even believe this is the life I lead. Most of the unsatisfaction comes from my career and those are the days when I'm asking myself "I went to college for this?" I feel like I want to do so many things but can't figure out a way to get there. But then sometimes I feel like I don't know what I want to do, but I know it's not this. It's hard too because I went from living in the huge city of Dallas with lots of opportunities, to living in my small town with not much opportunity and everyone vying for the same spots. Trying to stay positive is all but lost on me today. Feeling lost and frustrated and eager all at the same time. Wine tonight. Definitely wine.

3 comments:

Ande said...

I've totally felt that way...most of the time. I think its always a good idea to re-evaluate what your doing...especially if your feeling unhappy with it. Its never too late to change course...you'll be happier for at least trying. Never give up on your dreams...keeping pushing for it no matter what everyone around you may say. Sometimes they think they are giving you realistic advice but I say...follow your heart! Enjoy your wine and know that you have it in you to succeed!

E said...

Ah yes, the quarterlife crisis - I know it well. Wine is most certainly the best solution.

Samantha-Elizabeth said...

Hang in there girl. I know it doesn't always help to say "it gets better" but it will. Sit down and figure out what you want to do. If you can't find your purpose, your purpose is going to find you. I swear :)