Friday, August 12, 2011
Has anyone ever felt completely lost at this age? I'm 24 going on 25 this November and I feel completely lost. Some days I cant't even believe this is the life I lead. Most of the unsatisfaction comes from my career and those are the days when I'm asking myself "I went to college for this?" I feel like I want to do so many things but can't figure out a way to get there. But then sometimes I feel like I don't know what I want to do, but I know it's not this. It's hard too because I went from living in the huge city of Dallas with lots of opportunities, to living in my small town with not much opportunity and everyone vying for the same spots. Trying to stay positive is all but lost on me today. Feeling lost and frustrated and eager all at the same time. Wine tonight. Definitely wine.